Friday, August 19, 2011

Lokpal - Lost in Translation?

Buzzword - 'Anna Hazare ', 'Lokpal', 'Corruption'
Habitat - 'Streets' , 'Media- in India and outside' (All my social media is spammed with Hazare and posts about him even when I am not in India)
Who cares - apparently 'We the people of India' (Including me)



If you survive and breathe in the air that has any remote connection to India, you know what I am talking about. Its probably a crusade of the decade and is getting comparison to the movements the great Gandhi organized. I am still overwhelmed by the situation.

I don’t care about Anna Hazare. I have numerous reasons to do so but lets skip that. India being a land of 'heroes and zeroes' I understand his rise to stardom and how people saw him as a messiah who could bring about The Change. But I would request any inquisitive mind to read the following article.
http://in.news.yahoo.com/blogs/opinions/rorschach-effect-indian-politics-053923332.html

If you cared and went through that you might agree with what I say next or you could be cursing me under your breathe, calling me a fake or worse an Indian in US not really knowing what she is talking about. I hope I can change some of it by the time you finish reading this.

We - the people of India - undermine ourselves. We always look for a savior to help us resolve our daily life cribbing. We fight for causes we hardly understand and are hopeful after each temple/shrine visits. We stand united when our heroes are attacked and things just get too personal from thereon. We are extremists, we go from being dormant to rebellious.

A lot of people will tell you it's wrong. They would tell you we do the rat race and follow the crowd. People will convince you with strong evidence and exemplify how we are a bunch of stupid fellas who do not know what we want from ourselves, our lives, our government. How we do not know the cause, the end and the reason. How we make a man our hero and will die saving his honor. How we are apathetic and hypocrites. How we swear to fight against corruption when we just did an under the table deal. How we are a bunch of hopefuls hypnotized by the words of wisdom and change by a man we hardly know about things we hardly will understand?

Well I beg to differ. Did all of them, and here I am quoting a friend, 'Understand the chemistry or history books that were shoved up their a**'. But we still did and an 'engineer' today is still an engineer though he might hate his job or know practically nothing about it. I am not supporting the ignorance people have about the whole situation but what I do not understand is the downright disapproval of the movement. Anna Hazare might not change the world and the Indian democracy but he is a stepping stone. People support him even though they do not know Lokpal because his stand symbolizes all they want to fight/change. As a friend said, 'The system is the disease and corruption is a symptom to it. With Lokpal we fight the symptom and not the disease'. Agreed. But if we could get rid of the disease in a blow, would the symptom have been ignored/discounted for so long. What we need is a start and I guess this moment is a ripened point. It gives the politically powerless middle class a medium to project their hopes, their idea of self-righteousness and the sense of a bringing about a change to the system they have nurtured, been forced upon and in some cases even benefited from.

Hazare is no Mahatma Gandhi. But he did bring people from all walks of life together for a cause.
Sure his method (of blackmail via the hunger fast) and his remedy (creating an alternative center of power and discretion instead of tackling the root causes of corruption) might be dubious but he did make India stop. He has the focus and determination not many of our leaders can claim. He might not be the most self righteous person but he has struck the right chord with the people. He made them ponder about things they chose to ignore, shook the belief that feeble middle-class vote won't make a difference and brought them together for a cause. And more importantly, he has their trust which sadly is not true for most of our leaders. When was the last time India saw such a build up?


So why the government ‘for the people’ and ‘by the people’ refusing to ‘listen to the people’?

I frankly do not know the answer. But what is important probably is people of India, after a while, think they know what they want. India is thinking. It has changed the notion of time in India to an extent where people are taking time to reflect on a diseased past that has haunted our country for a long time, a disease not only forced upon them but that became the very essence of their living and being. What Anna and Lokpal did was to take the everyday gossip about the system and the disease, make it into a conversation beyond ‘Yeh system hi kharab hai’. The conversation empowered the people towards a change, a revolution. And a revolution that a democracy had been waiting and needing for a while. The more enlightened mind could argue how wrong and stupid their fight is or help them understand and support their cause. This is beyond Lokpal and Hazare, its probably even beyond corruption for that matter. This for me signifies an awakening, a one long due.




Monday, January 17, 2011

Love My Life! I Do! Its Just As Weird As Me!

Its like one of those days, when gloominess envelopes you. No matter what you do, you feel down and beaten. Life looses its meaning and you are left wondering what is that you want. What do you wanna be? Why are you where you are? Why does not any of this look familiar, the places, the faces? Why in this crowded place you feel lonely and lost? And amongst all these whys and much more you wonder why the hell is there even a Why?

At times, God decides to test u, ur patience, ur belief in yourself. Its one of those times, when no one can save you, and you are all for yourself, lonely and ever so lost. Your strongest beliefs seem to shake and there comes tumbling down your dream world. You get homesick, you wanna run and hide in that comfort zone of yours, away from the alleged 'cruel' world, the same one you couldnot get enough of a day ago. You wanna scream so loud that the skies are filled with your echos, cry so hard that tears wash away all that you feel, fight a lion and you know you will win. Such is your optimism about the pessimism. Argh…strange thing called Life and its so true that it sometimes just doesnot make sense. Its so awkward and out of place like a filled room with people in cages with monkeys gaping at them. Its as pointless as using a white crayon on a blank paper and sketching your life with it. So you get it don’t you! Its one of the phase in life when reason escape the reasons, when not the chocolates or the shoppings or the peole you love with all your heart can make you happy. Its one of the days when you wanna be left alone, untouched, pitying yourself and your life and how none of it makes sense making it even more screwed than it is.

Today is one such day. May god bless its soul.

Time to give this blog a fresh lease of life!

Its been ages since I last wrote in here. Not that I have not written, just that I have not shared. I was lost in translation between my heart and my mind. I was picking together pieces and making new memories. I was busy but not too busy to write. I wrote, but for myself and my lies. haha...

Well attempting a new attempt.I hope it has enough in it to keep me going.

Love my Life. I do. Its just as weird as me.!!