Its like one of those days, when gloominess envelopes you. No matter what you do, you feel down and beaten. Life looses its meaning and you are left wondering what is that you want. What do you wanna be? Why are you where you are? Why does not any of this look familiar, the places, the faces? Why in this crowded place you feel lonely and lost? And amongst all these whys and much more you wonder why the hell is there even a Why?
At times, God decides to test u, ur patience, ur belief in yourself. Its one of those times, when no one can save you, and you are all for yourself, lonely and ever so lost. Your strongest beliefs seem to shake and there comes tumbling down your dream world. You get homesick, you wanna run and hide in that comfort zone of yours, away from the alleged 'cruel' world, the same one you couldnot get enough of a day ago. You wanna scream so loud that the skies are filled with your echos, cry so hard that tears wash away all that you feel, fight a lion and you know you will win. Such is your optimism about the pessimism. Argh…strange thing called Life and its so true that it sometimes just doesnot make sense. Its so awkward and out of place like a filled room with people in cages with monkeys gaping at them. Its as pointless as using a white crayon on a blank paper and sketching your life with it. So you get it don’t you! Its one of the phase in life when reason escape the reasons, when not the chocolates or the shoppings or the peole you love with all your heart can make you happy. Its one of the days when you wanna be left alone, untouched, pitying yourself and your life and how none of it makes sense making it even more screwed than it is.
Today is one such day. May god bless its soul.
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